I’ve been here for years, finding rest in nothing
I’ve found my peace at rock bottom where I can’t sink any further
I run to the pit, I seek the void, embrace the dark
I hoped nothing would find me in this abyss
How wrong was I?
Torrents of the mind, it flowed and rushed yet it never stopped
The tongue of thought never saw rest, spitting poison
Birthing the grotesque from the smallest seed fear spawned panic
I’ve become a servant to fear, my master is unrelenting
What do you want from me?
Do you enjoy my suffering?
I can’t out run the ruler of the synapse
How do I escape this?
I won't last the night; the sun has died, and so will I
The weight of this force, it comes, it kills; it's tyrannical
Yet it’s never seen
I'm but a child; seeking escape, from hells prison
What chance do I stand against the strength of such evil?
Every waking moment I bring myself closer to my own doom
Can’t get out can’t get out can’t get out
Can’t get out, I can’t escape
Let me out, let me go
All my life I was searching for a reason to live but sick of getting pounded to the ground
I’m sorry I make you feel down but I can't live like I’m drowning in my own blackened sin
Thank you for the times you stuck by me but now it’s my time to go so you can move on with your life
I'll see you on the other side
You will see the dawn, you will see life
You will remain unforsaken
There is peace in resistance, there is peace in existence
You will overcome oblivion
You will stand stronger than the weight of death